"Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who
loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the
right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth
sticking with".
"Yeah. And I think I've found that person."
You make me feel so stupid, it's ridiculous.
Yeah, I admit I haven't made the brightest decisions.. that I was stupid back then. But if there's one thing I ask of you, just one thing.. is to let my past go. I've said it countless times and I'll continue to say it. My past is my past. You're my future. If one of those other girls were to fucking be in my future they would be, but throughout everything it's been you. Now, I know I didn't tell you about them, but after reading over my facebook msgs with them... idk. I never really liked any of them and I may have called one of the girls I call ugly, cute then but that was me being nice. I have no idea why I ever said that.. I'm not perfect, far from it if anything.. I'm sitting here and I myself am questioning wtf I was thinking. I just wish you would get over this.. I don't want it to be the reason we lose what we have. A few fights and a little fussing here and there.. I know we can go through it. I fucking love you, if I didn't I wouldn't say it. If I didn't see myself with you in the future I wouldn't be here right now. Just.. please, let this one thing go. I usually don't blog unless something rattles me and this is it. I'm not mad at you, no. I'm just mad that my past has followed me and my past is how you're viewing me. I just want to be able to sleep knowing that when I wake up everything's fine. That when I text you "
Morning <3" I get the exact same thing back. Idk, maybe I'm thinking wishfully but I'll do anything to keep us together. This is ridiculous, its 4 in the damn morning.
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